Nothing…

Been sometime since I last wrote anything. Wasn’t really busy but life’s just so plain nothing out of the ordinary.

When I wanted to write something, things started getting busy. Not that I’m complaining alot, it’s tough but not as tough as last sem.

I kinda like it that way, least you know there’s something in life you’re doing out of the norm. Instead of just waking up everyday and just repeat the same process again.

What’s the point of living like that anyway.

Someday I’m gona break that cycle.

You know the person’s not very important when you start thinking lesser and lesser of them. Perhaps the good times was nothing but a frabic of illusion in the vast world. Something I’ve never experience that lead to the misconception that it was something I want. Maybe so. Letting things flow naturally is good.

No point in adding more worries to those at hand eh? Life’s happier that way, I’m most certainly enjoying life now.

I’ll just wait for the right one to fall from the sky then. Hopefully not someone suicidal haha.

Was reading the papers. This guy 33 yrs old has a business turn over of 100 million per annual… 70+ F&B outlets in Asia…

ZZZ what the fuck am I doing?

Need to rethink my life.

It’s very funny to feel lonely even thou you’re surrounded by alot of people.

But well, peace time.

It’s rare that I felt this way. But everytime I do so, I felt liberation.

Like I can think better, reason better, and calm. I just feel cold and emptiness. Like nothing else matters at all.

I don’t feel anything. I can really think things through very clearly. Crystal clear.

Damn good feeling. It usually only comes when I’m very pissed till the point that I felt cold and calm. It’s scary thou.

But I just felt that way for no reason.

Taiwan!

Only got some pictures thou, most of them with Jason’s camera.

Taiwan’s a pretty nice and laid back place to be in.

Damn feeling some places, but seriously I won’t want to live there. The traffic is insane. I thought I’m pretty hardcore sometimes when I drive. Apparently not.

Places in the pictures are Xi Meng Ting, Wu Fen Pu, Dan Shui, Taipei 101, Xing Guang San Ye and some random place.

Wu Fen Pu is a very nice area to shop in.  Dan Shui is damn chio, especially at night. The fishermen literally come ashore to vendor their catch fresh! They prepare and cook right on the spot. Damn feel. Shi Ling’s photo’s badly taken so didn’t put up.

Yah no group photo, not in my camera…

Hmm I’ve not much recollection of memories of things that has happened in 08 seriously.

I’ve tried to recall but sadly nothing in particular shine. Well always has been this way. Which is good, nothing good or bad stays long in my mind. Pretty fair trade off.

Well, I’m definately out of army for now. Then I enrolled into school again. This 2 are possibly one of the definitive mark of my journey so far.

Army’s good really, builds character and all. I get to drive big ass machines(I’m not driver hor), I’m a  hybrid, engineer + driver. Best of all you don’t use ur brain much, pretty much in a trance state.

School’s good, great work out for the brain. Overkill I’ll say. Getting by each day with little rest and all. Redbull for morning class. Stupid CCS lectures which I never attended much haha. But overall it’s alright, wouldn’t say I like it alot, but least I’m doing something I like in school. As me go study textbook, I comfirm fall asleep without having to open my book.

Oh yah, finally took the plane outta Singapore and to Hong Kong and Taiwan. After so many years… Conflict in holiday schedule sucks lor. I concluded I really hate taking long flights. Especially on budget airline. I swear if possible, I ain’t stepping into another budget airplane ever. Sucks sooo bad. Freaking small man.

Love the cold weather in HK & Taiwan, the food’s damn damn good.

Ooh, and my WoW. I’m almost fully decked out in epics. 3/5 T7 gear wahaha. And I’m a sexy female troll~ Woo. But seriously I’m really glad I joined my guild. They are a bunch of hilarious people. We met up last Friday for lunch and movie. We laughed almost the entire outing. We have some major clowns in the guild that makes it so fun and relaxing.  People are always skeptical about gamers. No life, stay in front of comp, fat, ugly, useless, go and die thinking. I felt much closer to them even thou I’ve never seen them before. We could talk cock sing song online like good friends. Surprisingly my imagination of how they looked like turned out sooo different in real life. Haha.

Got by my holiday of 2 mths with my WoW, friends, oversea trips. It’s nice.

Sucks to go back definately.

So countdown was kinda like going back to another session of hell. Hia…

Usually in life, we have to make choices.

The choices we make is the path we walk. The outcome’s entirely your’s to shoulder.

My bro was telling me about this sports that people scales walls, trees etc jumping around. Yeah it’s a sports and hobby perhaps, but definately not something they wanna have as a priority in their life.

I don’t know those people are treating it as the main thing in their lives.

Should work or studies come first? I don’t know.

I have to balance my studies with my social life in Lasalle. It was fucking hard already. Now, I got my game. I’m really enjoying my game alot, the guild mates and all. But once again, when school starts, the path will fork.

So which will I choose? Obviously studies right? Yeah. Lose the fun time with my guild. Or perhaps I can strike a balance between both. Hard really.

FUCKING IMPOSSIBLE.

Feel like I’m not having enough time in my life. Which is why, my entire freaking holiday is just playing and no work at all.

If  I can forgo sleep, I’ll gladly do so. Like if I’m dead, I can sleep forever…

Well then again, there are some things that even if you put in effort, you don’t see it coming back at all. Never thought I’ll felt that way.

But seriously, it’s so freaking boring this world. Or perhaps it’s just my life.

FUCKING BORING.

Just got back from another run.

Things to think through, things to clear from mind. Too much it’s heavy weighing me down.

The faster you run, the only thing that passes through is the sound of your lung grasping furiously for air while the wind just lashes across your face.

Haha sounds so wahhh…

Hia why can’t things ever be simple? Like straight to the point A, B, C kind. Always been told I think too much. I guess so. The only 2 time I’m not thinking is when I run and sleep.

Aiyah, the world is definately not just black and white. Grey areas are perhaps my domain. Nothing is ever clear or clean cut.

I was walking towards to MRT in the evening. Although there are many people walking past me, I felt so lost somehow. Like they are just wandering shadows. Life in a blur.

Like there’s so much life around but yet it doesn’t feel so.

Like there is no purpose just drifting around. Waiting to reach the shore kind of feeling.

Wah too emo liao…

Well I’m going to Taiwan later! Not much time left to enjoy and relax. It’s hell again soon. I dread it very much…

Just came back from Hong Kong not too long ago too. It’s a very nice trip. Good food, shopping and people. Somehow even thou HK’s pretty big, it seems to small.

I always complained not being able to go overseas, now I’m going to quite a few places in one holiday haha. Lucky me.

Gold for my thoughts…

Turned on the tv, HBO’s showing “Daddy’s Day Care 2″.

Since I watched part 1 why not part 2 I thought. Well thought it’s going to be another comedy like movie with not much meaning to it. I guess I’m pretty wrong.

It showed how how a grandpa, dad and son solves their differences between them. Dad when he was young was always trying to live up to his dad, to show that he’s good, he’s the best. Well he didn’t. He resented his dad as he felt he was always thinking that he’s no good and all. Now he’s a father. His little kid’s very unhappy over his “overprotective” behaviour. But grandkid and grandpa bond just fine.

I didn’t exactly bothered to live up to my dad’s expectation. If there’s even any from him. My childhood perhaps one that’s pretty remote to me. I could barely recall any happy times I had. Yah this point it sounds damn bad eh? Not really. Perhaps I’m really a don’t care person. As far as I could remember I never needed any loving from him. Me and my 2nd bro perhaps, we are the same. We don’t care much. So long there’s a shelther, food. I guess I’ll live. Crude eh. Fuck…

I mean seeing the show, makes me wonder why didn’t I have a more warm childhood. I don’t blame him entirely. Without him, there won’t be any of us today. He built the company up from scratch. Work then family I guess. Yeah we don’t really see much of him last time. Perhaps that’s why there’s a distant more matter what he tries to do. Think it’s guys. We tend to act cool and cold, thou we really want to get to know the person better. It’s just the heart. We are willing inside but our mouth just uh uh.

Well family’s considered so much closer ever since we moved. I guess that distant’s kinda too far to close. I share my dad’s character most I guess. We are blacked face for one, we are actually man of few words. Good thing mum’s around to make noise. Yes make noise. She just blabber non-stop during tv time. ARGH! It’s the most annoying shit ever. But it livens up the atmosphere somehow.

Haha, I’m getting emo all the sudden. Talking about crap like this. Perhaps me bro and I were born coldblooded. He broke up with his gf but it seems like it doesn’t even bother him at all. I barely even bring gers home. My mum thinks I’m a freaking gay son. WHO THE FUCK IN THE WORLD THINK THEIR SON IS GAY? Oh come on. Just because I don’t bring gers home and talk about them at home doesn’t makes me a fucking gay. Ah crap… Mum’s psychotic. Maybe I should start bringing a horde of them back every night just to make my point. I’m not gay. Crazy mum.

How can I just find any ger on the street? Not any mary, lucy, jane will do? I always believe the “feel” which I’ve been laughed at alot of time. Haha. It’s at Lasalle I felt at home. The lecturers said to design you have to have the feel. Something like that. FEEL GET IT? ARGHGHG! Maybe like forget who said la, by the time I feel I’m a 40YOV… Fuck… T.T

Maybe I will… But I think someone might be joining me there. Hahahaha.

Hia… I’m trying to work out of it. Trying to feel.

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I’m a level 80 troll hunter!!! I did it in 9 days! Quite hardcore but still not hardcore enough. I got my epic flying mount which looks like shit but it does the job. I got my new mount bear. New haircut and tusks. Hoho I’m a dreadlock troll!

Now that I’m maxed, time to start helping dad on his website and back to having a life. Haha.

It’s been about a week past the assessment date.

Went for KTV the first thing after we laid out our portfolio. Haha damn shiok to sing seriously.

2 days later, I found myself driving up from JB to KL. I broke my virgin…

In the 170km/h area! Wahahaha! Seriously, damn high to drive so fast. Not fast enuough… MORE~

Went there with my Lasalle classmates. It was a very nice and relaxing trip. Much needed too.

Things are pretty cheap. Food’s definately great. Sin lin said, “not salty no nice…”. Haha makes alot of sense, but the story behind it, urgh… Don’t know it better, haha.

The malls in KL i went to were very huge. So much bigger and more things then Singapore. But never did check out the prices. Seems to me buy here the same.

Came back on Friday, the first thing is to play WOTLK!!!

2nd expansion of WoW. Haha, now I’m a fulltime hardcore gamer again.

It’s good to finally rest and relax.

Dec’s prolly going to be busy. Hk, KL & Taiwan!